B.I.T.C.H

Semalam

2010-03-09T16:10:00.002+08:00

semalam bday juli, we manage to suprised her, hahah selalunya memang juli takde reaction on her face, ntah ekhh..haha afta da kenal dia ermm 7 years shd b susah nak tgk her muka terkejut..bt indeed semalam we manage. celebration venue - Marina Barrage, asri n runi in charge of food - sushi for e day n me, drinks la..tak dapat minum wine minum artificial wine jadi la..asim n irah cant join us coz asim kena amik baba kat airport n anyway juli love e present weee...we bought her make up trolley bag..she loves it!! i noe she wud, thanks to runi for suggesting tat bag..afta tat session done, meet baba n family kat west coast den head back to jurong n ikut asim g jumpa irah @ her NUS Hostel..not bad for $80 per week rental. ive been missin this ppl coz almost a month didnt get the chance to meet em as everyone been busy with our very own tight schedule, irah n asim b doin their finals, the rest busy working =) but tat doesnt mean tat we forgotten each other n our love will remain the same..
Im goin out later meetin dina, for coffee n dinner probably as ive already eaten, nari best mak masak nari beriani tho im not tat beriani eater, but the lauk is enuf ..coz i makan wif nasi putih
hahah i love mixin my blog wif singlish..lama kan x blog ...neva mind as promised i will try to update my blog as often..hahaha...wif pics tho...cuba try test ah...haha

oh love im like missin u but thanks to telecommunications we been chattin almost everyday..
not really in love but juz kind missin the moments...hopin to see u soon...

Sehingga .....

2010-03-05T14:21:00.002+08:00

dah nak masuk setahun aku bergelar Pramugara, entahkan apa sebenarnya perasaan aku pun aku tak pasti apakah gambaran sebenarnya erti perasaan ini.
Suka?Biasa?Penat?
Depends la kan tengok pada mood,but sememangnya keje pun ok, kawan keje pun ok..
Baru balek dari Perth flight, Pax up hari rabu stay kat Crowne Plaza Hotel Perth dan depart tadi pagi at 4am.
ni baru gak balek dari perth, tak banyak yang nak dibeli cuma beberapa barang je, duit asik pakai je..
hahahha matilah asyik complaint duit tinggal skit dah ni, dah la bulan depan nak g Holiday ke Koh Samui.
Harus kena simpan duit kan...
K la nak g shoppin jap....

Di Sebalik Senyum Ku

2010-03-05T14:16:00.003+08:00

Lama aku tak mengupdate blog, dan banyak yang terlalu banyak yang harus aku luahkan namun aku sendiri kuburkan segala erti untuk aku luahkan kepayahan sering bertandang, bukan tak percaya cuma susahla kalau orang sendiri nak fahamkan diri kita.

Sepi Itu Rindu

2010-03-05T14:10:00.006+08:00

Sepi itu Rindu

Rindu untuk menahan kasih sayang

Rindu untuk bertemu dan bercinta

Dendam untuk leraikan segala nafsu rindu

Rindu bertandang bila sepi mengundang

Saling Merindu

sebenarnya rindu gak nak update blog cuma masalahnya kerana kesibukan dan kesuntukan waktu dan menularnya penyakit M mengakibatnya tertunggak blog bersarang kesepian. Nyaris nyaris bersarang lelabah berkaki lapan.

Been busy with work, normal routine of daily activities, Jumpa kawan and leraikan segala rindu yang tersimpan. Meet Iman yang baik hati dan tidak sombong dia amek dari airport antar g jalan2, Baik kan hatinya...Thanks Abg Iman.... =)

ada dua incident happen in my last KL and Jakarta flight which i find it macam kelakar...hahhaa

KL flight - Short trip and dis cute chinese guy, and we had a lil conversation dan from the body language hahha Interested ...bukan i k tapi dia!!hahaha but we cuma berbual je..but nothing x change..hampa?? hahha nola..glad coz i takut!! x pernah kan buat macam ni...orang nak kenal2...hahahhaa lama nya tak diperlakukan macam nie...terasa macam very young!!! sesungguhnya diriku begitu berharga

Next day Jakarta Flight - was talking to Pat, was saying at time bukan setakat lelaki je nak kenal2 ada gak perempuan nak kenal2..hahah returning from Jakarta, ada perempuan nak kenal2 hahaha..aha amek ko mokta!! was like tak kena gaya langsung sey!! Mentel mentel and dia amek gamba dengan i dan she wrote her name her contact number kat a piece of tissue paper..hahha mampus ko mokta suddenly feeling so straight!! jadi abg2 macho kejap gelak2...

Kak arie and Julie kat Vivo, and abg iman fetch me from home n kak arie n send us off to Vivo den he fled to soccer training. Shopping meant for Kak Arie ended buying for my lil Princess. Dinner was crazy kat Marche..Burp!!! kenyang!! Nice ambience . Lama sey tak gie Marche and the last time was 2000 with beloved asim and jid.

Today nyer plan temankan julie g Town mebbe nak antar crocs dia den boyfie might be fetching. hehehe..super duper cool..

Now doin my facial kerna break out rabak nak mampos!! macam datang uzur 1st day rabak rabak nyer rabak...aiyoh!! need to do some cleansing on my face- matilah muka nak pakai lama ni...

Okey nak siap2 ni..almaklumlah rap lagi nak klua..berdandan lama plakk...maklumlah anak dara...

chow!!!

Batch 27 - In Action

2008-12-12T21:45:00.001+08:00

this is the last day before we had our SNY flight to HongKong....

Fun FUN FUN...

Im gonna miss this session, missing my batch mates....

Julia,Zheeda,Sandy,Halif,Hazel,Khim,Dennis,Capt Danny,Capt Cheng Tao,Sophia,Sharon,Daphne & Yueyi...

ALL THE BEST PEEPS,

Love u ppl....

muacksss

Aku Tetap Dia

2008-12-12T21:25:00.003+08:00

i neva like lagu My Heart,serioulsy mmg tak suker,mungkin kerana lagu dia ada english part which i find tat macam kelakar dan nampak bodoh sangat..anyway this is my bloody opinion and u juz shut up!!...but suddenly saw this video and terkenang,...D was in the video...i could see tat dia bahagia ( matilah tak kasi tau D tuh lelaki atau perempuan ) very much happy now..left with few more days dia akan berkahwin....seolah macam baru semalam kita duduk bersama, nyanyi dan berpegang tangan bersama...but yet cinta terhalang...wasnt approved by kawan, adakah aku harus bercinta kerana kawan atau aku bercinta kerana aku sendiri...matilah akak confused!..So can i say tat was my first love..i was treated so well bertahan selama sebulan lamanya...let me count ya..ok maaf tak sampai sebulan but almost sebulan..( matilah cerita sedih dijenakakan ) dalam sesingkat usia perkenalan, dia pernah ikut aku balek kampung di Pontian, yeah we did spend great time together and it still very very fresh in ma mind masa tuh my bday and was given a bday kiss, Di Jetty kat kampung ( echa confirm tau jetty mana, ahahah) seolah menjadi saksi lambang permulaan aku untuk bercinta,tenang dan tiada rasa gundah cuma kicauan merbah, decitan cengkerik... ok cut tat part.....tak perlu tau apa kita buat...
i received the wedding invitation via post and insyallah i will attend the wedding (matilah terdengar lagu Pelamin Anganku Musnah - hahha Tragik) memandangkan tat day im not flying... But am i strong enuff tak to watch dia bersanding...
Something tat i believe no one noes a thing coz i neva ever shared this with anyone before...not even a soul... i guess im the most stupidiest fool on earth for letting D go just like tat and im the idiot whom asked for the breakup...idiot kan!! D was the most wonderful person on earth, D if u read this i juz wanna u to know tat, During our first nite out to Sentosa was the most memorable moments tat i would neva forget, u asked for my hand dan kita jalan bersama dibibir laut...kita jalan lagi di atas bridge and remember u ever me this question - " why are u still single?" remember? - hahha..took me a while untuk jawap tat soalan ( macam soalan miss world ) hahaha...but yet after 4 days our meeting, we decided to be discreetly together..but wen ppl at our behaviour,body language ada yg tot kita memain but eventually were tryin to be serious, remember tak i was so lost and was sitting alone feeling so miserable and keep asking myself why am i doing this, why with this relationship... u came and asked me if everything is ok.i taknak u risau and end up i told u everything regards the relationship..but u told me to stay strong and haf faith with the relationship..u held my hands tite and u touch my cheek and we did not kissed ( of coz la how can we kissed maa its public)..u wanna noe sumthing, if i could turn back time, im strongly believe tat im yours and u're mine...we could be happy together...Slap u hard bitch !! Wake Up!! D akan berkahwin...Dia akan berkahwin..Few times i nampak u..few times i nak tegur cuba bermesra macam dulu but i rasa tak bole..i feel really bad for hurting you...n till now im scared to fall love or to be loved though i need love...lovely kan...shut up!! Enuff Said...Something for u...
Aku Tetap Dia..
Dia yang pernah menyayangi dirimu...
Yang bodoh mecampakkan kesetiaan mu..
Yang Buta dengan ketulusan dan terima aku seadanya...
Aku yang jahil dengan Cintamu yang Bukan Cinta Biasa
Sayang...
Aku Cuba hapuskan airmata ku untuk mu...
Tiada lagi kisah antara aku dan kamu...
Terima kasih kerana menjadi teman mesra ku....
Selamat Pengantin Baru Sayang,Semoga Jodoh Kalian kekal hingga ke akhir Zaman, Dikurniakan Cahaya Mata yang Comel2 k Sayang, U both made a perfect couple, Sesungguhnya aku cuma dapat menjarakkan Cinta ini kerana aku bukan untukmu...

...tetapi aku tetap dia....

Gambar

2008-11-22T19:08:00.001+08:00

ermm.lama tak update blog coz im super busy wit my training...last weekend was a super duper double busy wit Jid n Juli's wedding event - 4 hari 3 malam,macam nak gi holiday like tat...hehehe..but den alhamdulillah semuanya berjalan dengan lancar,already took 4 test this week anotha 4 more to come...So wish me luck..
X sempat nak upload jid nyer weddin photo but multiply ada den masih belumdapat gamba gila2 wif my new colleague..
k signin off

Mo

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Ladies Nite Out

2008-11-03T18:35:00.001+08:00

Been a while since i last club...CLUB - DBL 0 happening giler!!
Mana tak happening gila,coz yang pergi semua gila2..hahaha FUN FUN FUN!!!
n i was really enjoying the party - It was Fazi's Bdae celebration...
Me n the gang - Hany Ash, Erda Hot Mamma, Radhi e Hot Stewardess, Salina The Hot Gangsta Momma wif Hunkie Fiance den termeet Lyssa Ash and girlfie Nor Sam, n of coz me the Diva Mo...( Mampus la kes tak malu puji diri DIVA -p Harrrrrkkkk Puiiikkkkk) hehehehe....
Meet up with lovely sayang afiz and frenz...

So no DRAMA, huh wat?? i say no DRAMA...hehhe ( heheheh Elle)
cuma ADA skit KOT!! a fren's fren said tat im like SEXY while Dancing!!!!
hahahah Lama Sey im like not dancing!! ok baik..Kaki masih Elok...hahahha...

But afterall i enjoy the nite though ada satu Hot hunkie was like smilling n Smillin at me....
So Baby Boy thanks ya...hehehe...

OPsss....Its a Wrap now...

Preparing hard for Mega Perdana 2008...

Love always

Diva MO

Muaccccccksss

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2008-10-24T01:24:00.001+08:00

Merawat Luka Terpendam

Andai ada simpatimu, buangkanlah seketika untuk mengenali daku, biarpun hanyalah sebutir kasihmu.....

andai bosan dihatimu, lontarkanlah semuanya ke botol cinta yang kau beri, kerana ku tahu,ku mahukan cinta...

Akan ku cuba...mengenali suka duka dalam percintaan....Indah percintaan hanya rasa sementara, tak kekal walaupun keinginan waktu diulang semula,

Sandiwara cinta jadi nyata melayari dusta fantasi mimpi...( So sedarilah dari mimpi akur pada realiti - WAKE UP WAKE UP

masih teringat dan masih segar dalam fikiran dan macam tak percaya akhirnya aku tewas didalam mengejar cita. Gagal untuk bersama, masih tertanya dimana silapnya hingga maruah aku diinjak rupa....sejak akhir akhir nie kenangan lama berulang semula.......rela...aku rela demi mencari erti sebuah persahabatan.....

Awal pertemuan,aku tak menjangkakan yang kau akan menegur ku, sudi plakk kau nak bertegur dengan budak selenger,rambut kerinting tak lawa (k skarang da vogue, like macam kata jid - dah style) Oppsss puji nampak!!! hahaha...hancus!! bukan setakat tuh, aku ni lembut macam sotong pun kau nak masih berkawan dengan ku...hahaha...pelik kan..Oh dunia..lihatlah betapa pelik insan insan seperti ini....aku tak punya harta tapi aku punya kasih sayang tuh je yang mampu ada...nak lebih2 mana dapat!! aku pelangkung kang!!!... k k sambung!!....

Kau pelindung aku dikala aku perlukan semua itu, tapi akhirnya jurang ini terpisah kerana kau sendiri yang memutuskan...secara tak langsung aku dihina oleh kawan kawan.....dan kau tidak lagi membela aku seperti dulu...sudah terang lagi bersuluh kau ibarat kacang berterabur yang lupakan kulit...harapkan pagar...pagar tak boleh harap...walaupun dari airmata kau, kau cuba selamatkan keadaan, tapi kau tewas kerana kau takut dimalukan dengan kawan kawan kan...konon kita berscandal!! hahah..crappy la kau ni...kalau kita scandal pun ramai da tau, mana taknya kita da macam orang bercinta....tapi takla...macam bercinta cium mulut ke...romen2 takdaq..mana daq...manja2 skit je..tuh je..yang lain takdaq...ok so u readers bery clear kan....kisah nie ada la kena mengena kerana orang tuh masih hidup lagi...belum lagi iiiiuuuttttttttttttttttttttt....!!

So Fauzan (bukan nama sebenar) bagi mengelakkan si pembaca terasa kalau ia...mungkin awak tersilap orang!! kerana rangka cerita ni saya tak cakap pun bila ia berlaku kan...hahhahah....So pk pk...pk pk la....tub tub tub lama da ni intim perhubungan...jeng jeng jeng datang hamba allah lagi sorang.....Zafira ( bukan nama sebenar) gigih ni merebut cinta Fauzan dari aku....ehh stop stop!! bila plakk aku ngan fauzan bercinta!! so salah..kami amat rapat je tuh je ok...So nak jadikan cerita....Digodanya Fauzan, ntah ekhh ntah fauzan ni yang da dok gatal merenyam!! merenyam jantan dan betina...ala2 macam masuk umah urut ada spesial like tat!! ( matila lirik tak jadi pakai untuk final kurang isi katanya ) hahahha.....Sesungguhnya tiada perasaan iri cuma kenapa ekhh si Zafira Binatang hanjeng nie macam mak dia punya nenek punya hantu punya sundal punya babi punya cucu ehh da lain plakk carutnya!! ssshhhhh.......DENGKI KAT AKU!!!! BABI SANGAT!!!!

Matilah ko mokta - carutz akak sangat!! hahahha...Peduli apa!! tak suka baca!! berambus!! datang tak diundang...tuh pintu besar ada..berambus la...Out Get Out kalau tak suka baca ekhh...

So...nyaris2la Kerusi ni tak melayang memandangkan Si Fauzan tuh pernah rapat!! sekarang da tak rapat lagi...Mati la Statement!!

So abg abg haji bersongkok tinggi siap ada brooch ni, apa kata kakak kakak hajah pakai tudung kain lace organza!! mampus Skema sangat!!! Pendapat abg haji dan kak hajah ni saya alu alukan...anda boleh kirimkan comment anda melalui slot yang telah disediakan di ruangan bawah ekhh!! hahaha...( mati mengiklankan minta pendapat) tak perlu citer da abes!! cuma suka sangat kadang kadang kalau hati dan perasaan dan sunyi ni la nak bab2 merawat luka terpendam...bole?? Boleh la...takkan tak bolehh...luahan yang serasanya tiada batas mahupun bayaran!! sO sesungguhnya aku redha nie!! dengar AKU REDHA!! ok...hhhhhehehe...

Ku rawat luka yang terpendam
Kesannya masih berdarah
Hendak ku tangiskan tiada pedih

Yang telah terjadi padaku
Pasrah aku terima
Kau hujankan penghinaan
Aku renjis kesabaran
Aku curah pertanyaan
Adakah bahagia nanti akan menyingkir hiba

Dalam ribut ada hina
Dalam tenang ada sabar
Dalam tangis sendirian
Berkemungkinankan bahagia nanti akan menyusur tiba

Bukan ku mengundang bencana
Juga tak ku menabur dosa
Tak dapat dinafi kebetulan
Dugaan menimpa diriku
Rela aku terima

Ku Harap Semalam Menjadi Realtiti

2008-10-22T02:20:00.002+08:00

Biarkanlah resah sayang

Sukar ku lalui Buat ku berduka

Kenangkanlah oh semalam

Walau cinta dikunci Janji tak ku lupa

Tak daya ku halangi

Tak ku cuba jauhi

Tetap di sini Terus menanti

Ikrar kita mengharungi badai sakti

Mencari sinar kasih suci

Walaupun nafas ku ini pasti terhenti

Jangan pula ada sangsi lubuk hati

Percaya cinta tiada ganti

Kau yang ku cari Kaulah kasih ke akhir hayat nanti

apa sebenarnya perasaan aku sekarang? aku hendak mencari cinta but guess wat cinta datangla..hahha...serrroonokkk...ok ok...aku tak tahu sama ada dia adalah cinta untuk ku..sebelum ni mmg la tak bercinta kerna bagi aku tuh bukan cinta tuh cuma sekadar pelepas nafsu cuma...hahah adoiii Statement Berani Mampus!!!.....

So ada banyak citer kan actually yg dulu nya nak sambung...but tuh nanti boleh sambung!! bukan skarang kerna tak berapa penting sangat..well nantila...hahha..k sambung
So out dere yang da berkali kali bercinta dan selalu putus cinta dan tak serik untuk bercinta, macam mana agaknya seronok tak bercinta..

Buat sementara waktu kami baru je berkenalan...baru tadi berbual kat fone..baru je...wahh terus tak sabar ni nak mengupdate blog!! semangat berkobar kobar ni..gigih nak beritahu dunia apa sebenarnya perasaan sekarang ni...hahahha
But dia ni terlalu hebat la...untuk pengetahuan am semua ye..para pembaca setia ...dia bukan suami orang, bukan tunangan orang, bukan kekasih orang...dia dimiliki...milik keluarga..hahaha...mampus la nak stress kan kat dunia ni yang dia ni single...well u noe me yang suka merampas hak milik kekal..da kena label pon!! keji...peduli?? arghh tak peduli pun kerna buat yang sekarang nie semua tak boleh harap untuk bercinta..kita cuma dipergunakan untuk kepuasan am mereka...hina kan!! ok..nanti sambung!!....So guna tanpa was was ( matilah iklan Zaiton) hahah...

Sesungguhnya aku nie pemakai susuk untuk idam gemilang..ingin ke puncak jadi bintang but den kalau dah ramai dengki tak payah sampai ke puncak baru nak mula langkah je da kena terajang..macam mana nak melangkah...tak payah la nak melangkah jauh kerana da ada gading bertuah...so u gading lama buang la..hahaha ok ok balek cerita asal..tema asal bukan etika estetika tapi tema ialah cinta - bukan cinta nang nak ok...cinta luar biasa...
Penerimaan untuk berkenalan ngan saya dibuka luas sesangat luas...so boleh nak comment apa kerana cerah langit hari ini tak kekal hingga ke petang mungkin bukan ujan tup tup tup terus tsunami, i nie kurang sangat dalam bahasa melayu tak pandai nak berkias bermadah bahasa berbahasa apa kebendanya...tak guna...leceh!! rimas lemas nanti takut tak kemas berselarakk ayat tuh la saya...hehehe...

Untuk awak...belum tentu kita dapat terima cinta awak seadanya....terlalu awal untuk terima cinta yang belum tahu ada hujung ceritanya...takut untuk terima derita kali kedua walaupun saya tau jujur awak dengan saya kadang kadang saya dikhianati jua..kerna merdu suara awak berjaya memikat sampai saya terpikat dan akhirnya awak jerat saya...saya taknak takut saya mudah tewas dengan pujuk rayu yang bijak...
Maafkanlah kerana aku terlalu bodoh mempercayai cinta kamu...
mungkin aku tersilap tafsiran apakah cinta mu sekadar pelepas nafsu...

Nantilah cinta....suatu hari kau untuku...
Esok tulat tubin belum tau jawapan itu ada padaku...

andai ada kesempatan menguji hatimu,

melupakan kelukaan peristiwa lalu,

tapi apakah daya ku berbuat begitu,

kerana diantara kita berjauhan,

bila ku kenangkan luka dihatiku,

hatiku merasa pilu,

usah kau tangiskan luka ditinggalkan lara yang terbawa bawa,

kerna ku turut merasa....
andai ada kesempatan menguji hatimu,

aku masih rindukan irama lagumu,

mendendangkan lagu cinta bersamamu,

ingin ku luahkan kasih yang ku pendam bagi merawat cemburu kamu,

kan ku bawa cinta bersama setia bersama mu selamanya,

moga bahagia selamanya....

Untuk kali terkahir....Jangan khianati cintaku....Selamanya...

Cinta Tiada Ganti

2008-10-21T00:29:00.000+08:00

Cinta Tiada Ganti

hari ni rasa macam nak luahkan segala apa yang terpendam...lama sangat simpan sampai dada dah menjadi berat dan sempit...

Sejak akhir2 ni,dugaan demi dugaan menimpa but i still can put up my sweetest smile, why would i do tat,coz i taknak my mum esp to risaukan perasaan i,she the best for me, dia tau my inner feelins,dia tau if im sad or not...i taknak kawan kawan terapat tau akan kesusahan i..why would i do tat becoz tak perlu mereka pikul beban yang i tanggung..untuk apa sedangkan mereka pun ada masalah mereka masing2...

Sejak akhir2 ni,ive been thinking alot,sampai masa untuk rehat da takde,makin malas,makin tak terurus..apa sebenarnya yang aku ingin kecapi,apa yang aku inginkan.

Flashback -

" dan kisahku yang masih panjang"

"Yeah, mokta kan dulu jual goreng pisang!" - ya aku bersyukur sangat walaupun aku hidup susah terpaksa berjualan goreng pisang dan nasi lemak dari usia ku 9 tahun hingga usia 18 tahun, aku tak pernah rasa ralat dengan kehidupan ku yang susah. adakalanya aku rasa malu dengan keadaan,tiada apa yang dapat merubahkan keadaan melainkan aku yang merubah kehidupan keluarga. mencari rezeki untuk meneruskan persekolahan dan belanja harian dan sewaktunya... seperti remaja lain aku juga hendakkan baju yang bergaya,habiskan masa dengan kawan2 kesana ke sini.aku juga ingin kehidupan seperti orang orang lain. Perasaan iri sering ada pada diriku melihat kawan kawan sekolah berpakaian, ada kasut mahal, beg mahal ,gi outin ke town..apa yang aku ada pada masa tuh - kasut panda, beg orang kasi..aku tak merungut..kerna aku sedar dengan nasib diri..aku tak salahkan mak abah..malah aku bangga...diriku yang selekeh,rambut yang menjadi hinaan kawan kawan.cermin mata yang murah untuk kupakai masa ke skolah dan aku yang lembut....aku tetap aku dan tiada apa yg akan merubahkan aku melainkan waktu...dan kerana kehidupan aku yang susah...secara tak langsung aku kehilangan dia..dia malu utk bersamaku.dulu kita serasi bersama.dimana kau berada mesti ada aku,dimana aku berada kau ada disisiku. ramai yang dengki dengan budak lembut selekeh seperti aku. dan ketika itu setelah 3 tahun, kau tinggalkan aku tanpa aku tau apa silap salah aku...kau pergi tanpa sebarang pesan hingga aku dimalukan...akukah yang bersalah...

dan aku sering diagung bila perlu,dihina bila segala apa yg aku curahkan dikecapi dengan puas...sampai aku mula lali dengan kehidupan sedemikian...dan aku..aku berjanji untuk jatuhkan mana2 lelaki...dan sekarang aku berjaya menakluki mereka..dan aku akan masih lakukan kerana aku berdendam...dendam aku masih belum terbayar..juz remember tat ive always got 1001 ways...me being the greatest super bitch!! im proud.. more plans coming up for the future...

Mak - pagi2 da bangun masak nasi lemak, bersengkang mata sebelum subuh untuk siapkan nasi lemak yang akan dijual dah tuh ke pasar dah tuh bergegas pulang untuk siapkan jualan goreng pisang..mana nak jaga adik adik lagi..pengorbanan mak takde sapa dapat bayar walau macam mana sekalipun kita cuba bayar dengan wang ringgit..takde sapa yg dapat galas pergorbanan mak..tiada siapa...kadangkala aku juga merungut aku berontak sering aku cakap kat mak, mak tak pernah nak faham perasaan orang but den bila aku sedar semula aku tau mak pun taknak kita hidup susah, bila aku citerkan pada mok teh..aku nangis...masakan aku tergamak buat mak macam tuh..dia banyak berkorban untuk keluarga..mak tetap tabah walaupun ramai dikalian sedara hanjeng dengki dengan mak..adakalanya juga aku marah mak kerna aku tak dapat nak klua berseronokn dengan kawan2...aku berdosa ketika itu..aku cuma fikirkan kemewahan kawan2 sampai aku lupa untuk meletakan diri ku dalam keadaan sebenar...aku tak patut..tapi aku bersyukur mak faham kenapa aku bersikap demikian...dan lepas aku tamat O level aku da tak jualan lagi dan aku mula berkeja..takpernah ku lupa untuk titipkan wang gaji aku pada dia. dan sekarang...bila terkenang kisah silam aku nangis sendirian but aku bersyukur kehidupan menjadi sederhana....

Abah - aku hormat pada lelaki yang bergelar abah..abah hanya nelayan bukan manager,bukan supervisor bukan kerani am..ya dia hanya nelayan..aku bangga menjadi anak awang..aku tau abah mengharapkan aku menjadi yang terbaik..aku gagal..aku gagal untuk menjadi pelajar terbaik..but apapun aku da mula sedar yang aku takkan ulangi kegagalan lampau dan aku dah pun berjanji untuk senangkan mak dan abah..abah hanya orang pulau,ia orang sering mengutuk orang pulau...orang pulau yg mungkin bodoh dan hina...tapi bila dilaut aku anggap abah adalah hero..dia tau akan selok belok laut..walaupun dalam adik beradik aku sorang saja yg tak ikut dia ke laut tapi aku tau dia taknak aku ikut jejak langkah dia...aku sering terfikir masa kecil dulu,aku sering ingatkan abah tak pernah sayang aku..abah cuma sayang along n angah...abah asik suruh aku itu ini..tapi dalam suruhan abah..aku menjadi anak lelaki nya bijak berdikari..aku tak susahkan abah walaupun dimana aku berada,kerana abah tau aku bijak menjaga diri aku..sejak aku masuk NS,aku rasa aku paling manja dengan abah....kalau aku pegi holiday abah akan sering meminta aku belikan dia baju macam dato'2...kelakar kan..but itu abah aku...abah...mokta nak abah tau..selama ini mokta tak pernah ada rasa malu walau secubit pun dan mokta bangga mokta jadi anak abah..anak abah yang manja.. dan orang tau orang bersikap kurang ajar bukan apa untuk abah walaupun abah tak pernah ajar anak2 abah untuk tidak hormatkan orang tua...orang tak sanggup lihat ada orang lain yang menggangap abah seperti orang asing...selagi mokta ada abah...mokta akan ludah muka mereka..walau dicincang lumat takde sapa yg bole berbuat demikian..

Tats all for today....more to come...

Idam jadi bintang..........................

Entry x Bergambar

2008-10-01T22:51:00.002+08:00

Aloha....nie entry tak bergamba lagi...nantilah once laptop da ok.. i will upload sebagai tanda ingatan untuk blog dan reader (kalau ada la) kalau xde tak kisah la...

- Day out with Zayriz
- Day out with Zayriz n Frenz
- Hari Raya lor....

Okla.....tats for all

malassssss la update coz laptop tak dapat nak upload picsssss

Bitch!!

2008-09-09T09:21:00.001+08:00

Courtesy of kak arie...

My Pic...

hahahha.......

Ducks Quack Eagles Fly - A story to ponder

2008-09-09T08:40:00.000+08:00

Just wanna share something that I found on a blog that I frequent.

Ducks Quack , Eagles Fly

No one can make you serve customers well. That's because great service is a choice.
Harvey Mackay, tells a wonderful story about a cab driver that proved this point.He was waiting in line for a ride at the airport. When a cab pulled up, the first thing Harvey noticed was that the taxi was polished to a bright shine. Smartly dressed in a white shirt, black tie, and freshly pressed black slacks, the cab driver jumped out and rounded the car to open the back passenger door for Harvey .
He handed my friend a laminated card and said:'I'm Wally, your driver. While I'm loading your bags in the trunk I'd like you to read my mission statement.'

Taken aback, Harvey read the card. It said:Wally's Mission Statement:To get my customers to their destination in the quickest, safest and cheapest way possible in a friendly environment.
This blew Harvey away. Especially when he noticed that the inside of the cab matched the outside. Spotlessly clean!
As he slid behind the wheel, Wally said, 'Would you like a cup of coffee? I have a thermos of regular and one of decaf.' My friend said jokingly, 'No, I'd prefer a soft drink.'Wally smiled and said, 'No problem. I have a cooler up front with regular and Diet Coke, water and orange juice.'
Almost stuttering, Harvey said, 'I'll take a Diet Coke.'
Handing him his drink, Wally said, 'If you'd like something to read, I have The Wall Street Journal, Time, Sports Illustrated and USA Today.'
As they were pulling away, Wally handed my friend another laminated card. 'These are the stations I get and the music they play, if you'd like to listen to the radio.'And as if that weren't enough, Wally told Harvey that he had the air conditioning on and asked if the temperature was comfortable for him. Then he advised Harvey of the best route to his destination for that time of day. He also let him know that he'd be happy to chat and tell him about some of the sights or, if Harvey preferred, to leave him with his own thoughts.
'Tell me, Wally,' my amazed friend asked the driver, 'have you always served customers like this?'
Wally smiled into the rear view mirror.
'No, not always. In fact, it's only been in the last two years. My first five years driving, I spent most of my time complaining like all the rest of the cabbies do. Then I heard the personal growth guru, Wayne Dyer, on the radio one day.He had just written a book called You'll See It When You Believe It. Dyer said that if you get up in the morning expecting to have a bad day, you'll rarely disappoint yourself.
He said, 'Stop complaining! Differentiate yourself from your competition. Don't be a duck. Be an eagle. Ducks quack and complain. Eagles soar above the crowd.''
'That hit me right between the eyes,' said Wally. 'Dyer was really talking about me. I was always quacking and complaining, so I decided to change my attitude and become an eagle. I looked around at the other cabs and their drivers. The cabs were dirty, the drivers were unfriendly, and the customers were unhappy. So I decided to make some changes. I put in a few at a time. When my customers responded well, I did more.
''I take it that has paid off for you,' Harvey said.
'It sure has,' Wally replied. 'My first year as an eagle, I doubled my income from the previous year. This year I'll probably quadruple it. You were lucky to get me today. I don't sit at cabstands anymore. My customers call me for appointments on my cell phone or leave a message on my answering machine. If I can't pick them up myself, I get a reliable cabbie friend to do it and I take a piece of the action.'
Wally was phenomenal. He was running a limo service out of a Yellow Cab.

I've probably told that story to more than fifty cab drivers over the years, and only two took the idea and ran with it. Whenever I go to their cities, I give them a call. The rest of the drivers quacked like ducks and told me all the reasons they couldn't do any of what I was suggesting.
Wally the Cab Driver made a different choice. He decided to stop quacking like ducks and start soaring like eagles.

How about us???
Are we like ducks, doing nothing much yet complaining a lot?
Or are we eagles, that are proactive and make positive changes on our own

2008-09-01T17:05:00.001+08:00

semuanya da berakhir....

alhamdulillah...Si Anak Seni masuk Final untuk kali 3 - Syukur Alhamdulillah

selama ini hasil kerje keras membuahkan hasil. Syukur tak terhingga dan terima kasih pada penyokong Si Anak Seni, baik dari kumpulan bertanding, penonton luar dan juga peminat in house yg setia tak putus memberi semangan dan peransang...

Tahun 2000 - Dalam Sejarah anak seni melangkah peringkat akhir, mendapat Naib Johan.

Tahun 2002 - Kali kedua, tak pulang hampa, Raih anugerah, Paluan Terbaik & Lagu Terbaik

Tahun 2004 - X masuk bertanding

Tahun 2006 - Sampai Semi Final ( Dengar dengar kena buih - tapi tak kisah, da berlalu pun nak ungkit da jadi apa ntah )

Tahun 2008 - Sampai ketahap ini, alhamdulilah peingkat akhir... nak tau perasaan sebenar - confused, macam oh ok..kita masuk final..oh ya congrates...

macam x de perasaan yg mendebar macam mana tahun 2000 dan juga 2002...

debaran pertandingan untuk melangkah ke peringkat seterusnya.....

Im lyk happy, asim n asri played together untuk Set yg i rasa, set yg amat memuaskah..( biasalah manusia, tak pernah puas kan, setiap kali main after comp, set ini la best, set tuh la best, but yet...semalam nyer set was like really memukau, kerna interaktif la...) hahah*/

Barisan awok yang kuat - terdiri

BoB,Fazli Ayer,Asri,Diva Mo,Khaled,Nuris,Feisal

Amat,Naser,Zul,Bart,aSim,Sani,Sharul

semua memberi kekuatan tenaga yg padu...but amat ( akak no comments )

penat da nak cakap, asik cakap dia je betul..semua orang salah..semua nak ikut cakap dia..cakap kita macam apa ntah...sooo....( no comment la )

sO KAWan Kawan - Tema Semi Finals "Etika.Estetika."

ada idea.................

Paku dan Kawal kemarahan Anda - kisah dan teladan

2008-08-29T13:27:00.001+08:00

Assallamualaikum buat semua,

Renunganlah buat sejenak kesah "Paku di diding hati mu"...... Moga ia sidikit sebanyak memberi kesedaran pada diri kita yang sering melukakan hati insan insan yang terdekat dengan kita. Sering kita lupa kadang kala kemarahan kita, perkataan yang kita luahkan dan kelemahan kita dalam mengawal situasi membuat orang tersinggung. Kisah dari kemarahan itu lah yang memecahkan hubungan baik antara keluarga, saudara dan teman.........

PAKU DI DINDING HATIMU..

Ada seorang pemuda yang sangat pemarah. Dia sering tidak dapat mengawal kemarahannya walaupun ianya hanya satu masalah kecil sahaja. Pada suatu hari, bapanya telah menghadiahkannya dengan seguni paku.
"Untuk apakah paku-paku ini ayah?" tanya pemuda tersebut.
"Setiap kali kamu marah, kamu pakulah tembok batu di hadapan rumah kita ini, bagi melepaskan kemarahan mu" jawab ayahnya".

Pada hari yang pertama sahaja, pemuda itu telah memaku sebanyak 37 batang paku pada tembok batu
tersebut. Selepas beberapa minggu, setelah dia dapat mengurangkan kemarahannya, jumlah paku yang digunakan juga berkurangan.

Dia mendapati, adalah lebih mudah mengawal kemarahannya dari memukul paku menembusi tembok batu tersebut. Akhirnya tibalah pada suatu hari, dimana pemuda tersebut tidak marah, walau sekali pun.
Dia pun memberitahu ayahnya mengenai perkara tersebut dengan gembira. Bapanya mengucapkan tahniah dan menyuruh dia mencabut kembali paku itu satu persatu, pada setiap hari yang ia lalui tanpa kemarahan.

Hari berganti hari, dan akhirnya dia berjaya mencabut kesemua paku-paku tersebut. Pemuda tersebut lantas memberitahu perkara tersebut kepada bapanya dengan bangganya.

Bapanya lantas memimpin tangannya ke tembok tersebut dan berkata "Kau telah melakukannya dengan baik, anakku, tetapi lihatlah kesan lubang-lubang di tembok batu tersebut, tembok itu tidak akan kelihatan sama lagi
seperti sebelumnya. Bila kau menyatakan sesuatu atau melakukan sesuatu ketika marah, ianya akan meninggalkan kesan parut dan luka, sama seperti ini. Kau boleh menikam seseorang dengan pisau dan membunuhnya. Tetapi ingatlah, tak kesah berapa kali kau memohon maaf dan menyesal atas perbuatam mu,
namun lukanya masih tetap ada. Luka di hati adalah lebih pedih dari luka fizikal. Keluarga adalah permata yang sukar dicari. Mereka membuatkan kamu ketawa dan menggalakan mu ke arah kejayaan. Keluarga juga adalah pendengar, tempat berkongsi suka dan duka dan sentiasa membuka hati mereka untuk kamu.

"Maafkan saya sekiranya saya pernah meninggalkan kesan berlubang di dinding hati kamu sekian."

"ALLAH did not promise that life would be easy,but HE did promise to go with you..every step of your life,with HIM by your side."

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2008-08-28T17:28:00.001+08:00

" dan kisahku yang masih panjang,

menambahkan berat mata yang memandang

lantas ku pendam, ku putuskan ...Biarlah Rahsia "

tak tahu kenapa rangkap lagu Biarlah Rahsia, masih menjadi

penawar setia, masih menjadi ungkapan madah penawar duka...

masih setia menjadi bait mutiara...i just love the line and suits me the most

terima kasih kak siti...( macam kenal rapat je ) hahahah...

Been searching for a new working environment, i just belief that i can do better

with my PR. aku taknak duduk kebosanan. rasa macam dianaktirikan...

macam mana aku nak belajar menjadi Safety Supervisor yng berjaya.

Sedangkan minat yang cuba ku pupuk semakin tandus kegersangan.

makin rapuh dek makan anai anai minda.

aku masih berkeje disini, masalah yang aku hadapi - keserasian dan kesesuaian.

aku cuba serasikan diri, malahan payah, menjadikan aku manusia yang paling malas untuk bertugas saban hari, padahal aku tak begini nyer pegh pemalas...

so aku belief yg aku tak productive langsung, nak buat macam mana aku dah cuba...

masalah aku, sukar untuk bangun awal pagi, kol 550pagi nak kena bangun, mandi siap sedia jalan kaki ke JP untuk naik transport yg katanya datang 630 pagi padahal kol 626pagi...tak maut ke?? lambat seminit da kena tinggal bas pastuh nak kena naik teksi..sanggup?? macam gini..kaya boleh jadi kayap...

kedua, kebanyakan abg abg lobang yg berkeje...kononya kerje kau jangan ganggu kejer aku, padahal keje dibawah satu bumbung, ko perlukan aku utnuk menjaga keselamatan, dan kerana tidak berkesesuaian dengan aku yg ramah nak mampus mebuat aku menjadi manusia paling BODOH tapi tak hina ok...

aku perlukan perkejeaan baru seperti mana aku buat di Ciscorecall...

apa yg menyebabkan aku meninggalkan CR kerana gaji yg aku rasa tidak bebaloi kedua aku masih lagi contract staff...rugi kan...rugila...

biasala mana nak mengaku kehilangan aku...- wahh ego siakk mokta...

damn!!!...

Masalah masalah now tgh perdana semi season cuma tinggal 2 hari je ...

but den alhamdulilah set da ok...cuma perlukan touch make up, supaya nampak anggun...

nie pun tgh stress nie - raya nak dekat, duit zakat budak2...arghhhh

jid nya wedding nak dekat, tempat berkat ...arghhhhhh

baju untuk Sunday tak siap, macam mana nak tangkap glamerr....

mampus2....nie semua perlukan duit yang banyak............

aku perlukan perkerjaan baru ...

ya allah, hambamu inginkan perkerjaan yg serasi dan sesuai dan mendatang rezeki yg halal melalui hasil titik peluh dengan penuh berkat. Ya allah, semoga perkerjaan baru ni dapat meringkan beban orang tua dan adik beradik ku lain.

Smoga aku dijauhkan dari dizalimi dan menzalimi, berikan lalu rezeki yg murah, elakkan diri aku dari belenggu hutang, umpat keji, hasad dengki sesama sendiri.

Semoga aku diterapkan sifat murni dan menjadi hambamu yg taat akan perintahmu...

ya allah kepadamu ku bermohon agar impian ku dikabul dan juga akan aku berusaha...

alfateha..............

Kawan2...doakan anak seni masuk final k........

- idam ingin jadi sorang bintang -

FW: Hello, anybody homeee!

2008-08-27T11:28:00.002+08:00

gamba nie nak share kat smua orang.........

woiiiii....bayangkan la kalau kita dok sibuk

tup tup buka pinta dia kat depan mata...

makkk oiii...apa nak buat ekhh...

pk pk...hahhaha

FW: SELAMAT MENYAMBUT IBADAH PUASA

2008-08-27T11:15:00.001+08:00

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WR WB.....

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK.
SEMOGA IBADAH PUASA KALI INI MENDAPAT RAHMAT & BERKAH DARI ALLAH SWT...... AMINNNNNN….YBA

JANGAN CURI2 MAKAN ..... JANGAN MALAS KERJA ..... JANGAN BANYAK MAEN GAME ...... JANGAN ASIK TIDUR ......

JANGAN ASIK TUNJUK GIGI

BANYAK2 LA BERSABAR...... MENUNGGU WAKTU BERBUKA .........

BYE2..........

SELAMAT MENJALANKAN IBADAH PUASA

Selamat Sejahtera ,

Sexy Diva.......

FW: Lessons in Life

2008-08-18T16:39:00.000+08:00

Sumthing to share -----

Lesson in Life

Our only Parents...

Daughter-In-Law:'When I cooked food which are blend, you will grumble
that they are tasteless. Now that I have cooked saltier, you co mplained
that you can't swallow this at all! What exactly do you want?'

When the son came back, the mother immediately ate the food without a
word. She stared at him.

The son took a taste on his mother's food and spitted out immediately. He
ranted at his wife,' Didn't I told you that my
mother cannot take too salty food?!'

The wife shouted,'OK! She's your mum! You cook for her in future!'
After saying that, she stormed into their room angrily.

Feeling helpless, the son told the mother,'Mum, don't eat this anymore. I
will cook you a bowl of noodles.'

The mother said,'Son, you have something to tell me? Don't keep
everything to yourself.'

Son:'Mum, I am going to get promoted soon and my upcoming working
schedule will be very, very tight....and as for my wife...ummm...she said
she will be going out to work....'

The mother understood what he meant and said in a begging
manner,'Son,please don't send me to the Old Folks' Home..'

The son remained silent and tried to think of a good reason to persuade
her mother.

Then he said,' There is nothing wrong with the Old Folks' Home. Once
my wife had went out to work, no one will serve you as well as the Home
which provides you meals and care. It would definitely much better than
being at home.'

The son went for a bath after that and went into the Study Room.. He
looked out from the windows and thought back and hesitated a while....

His mother has been remaining as a widow since she was young with him,and
brought him up painstakingly, solely.

She tried all means to earn as much as she could, in order to support
him in studying overseas. Yet she expected nothing nor used her past
painful experience to threaten his son to be filial.

While now, his wife is threatening him with the stake of their
marriage.

'Should I send my Mum to the Home?' He asked himself.

'The only person who will accompany you till the end of your life would be
your wife..' said a friend before.

'Your mother is in old age now, and if she's lucky,she might be able
to live for a few more years longer. Why not be filial to her for this
period of time? reminded by some relatives.

He was stuck in a dilemma. He did not want to think anymore, in order
not to affect his decision.

The son found a Home with high standards, built on a beautiful and
transquil mountain top. He told himself that he would feel much better
when the more he spent.

When the son helped his mother into the lobby of the Home, the 42' TV
was turned on. The programme shown on screen was a comedy. But no one was
laughing.

A few old folks, dressed similarly in clothing, were sitting there, in a
daze. There was one who was sitting improperly on a sofa, there was one
who was bending down to pick up a piece of biscuit from the floor, there
was one who was talking to himself...

The son knew that his mother likes sunlight, so he chose a room with
ample sun rays shining into the room. By viewing out from the room, was a
big piece of greenery scene. Few nurses were wheeling some old folks out
for some fresh air.

It was so pathetic of silence in the background. The sun would still need
to set down.

Soon it was dusk.

The son told the mother,'Mum, I am leaving.'

The mother waved to him to say goodbye, opening her toothless mouth..

He turned back to look at his mother. She was full of grey hair and
wrinkled skin with deep set eyes...

He found that she was really old.

He remembered when he was six, due to some circumstances, his mother
cannot bring him along with her thus temporarily placed him at a
relative's home for few days. He recalled hugging his mother's
thigh and begged her not to leave him alone. In the end, his mother
never leave him alone and decide to stay with him.

He stopped thinking and left.

When he returned home, his wife and his mother-in-law were busy
discarding things from his mother's room, happily.

One of the discarded item was his tall trophy which he won as First
Prize when he was young. He wrote an essay on 'MY MOTHER'.

The second item discarded was a dictionary. That was the first gift
from his mother, who scrimped and saved for a month in order to buy for
him.

He shouted,'Enough! Stop discarding anymore!'

His mother-in-law cried,' There were so much rubbish. If don't
discard, there would not be any place for my stuff..'

His wife continued,'Yeah! Need to dump away that old, stinky bed of
your mum too. We will buy a new bed for my mum later,'

He saw some pictures from the stack..they were taken at a zoo and
amusement park when his mother brought him there.

'These are precious belongings of my Mum! You can't discard them!'

'What sort of attitude is this? I demand you to apologise to my Mum
NOW!' ranted the wife.

The husband said,' When I got married with you, that showed that I
will love your Mum too. But why can't you do the same too?'

He went back to the Home and saw his mother weeping in between her
frail legs. She was missing the moments when her son would apply ointment
for her every night...

The son kneeled before her and said,'Mum, here I come. I brought the
ointment too.'

The mother said,' I will apply it myself, Son! You still need to work
tomorrow. Go home, Son!'

Son said,'Mum, please forgive me! Let's go home!'

Hope this is inspirational and touching to you.
Without our parents, we won't be here.
No parents will resort to harm their own children.
They only want the benefits for them.

For Daughters & Sons: Please remember to return gratitude to your dads
and mums.

For Daughter-In-Laws & Sons-In-Laws: Please love your in laws as you
did to your parents, coz without them, you will not find your
partners...they are parents too..

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FW: Motivasi - Hal Kerja

2008-08-14T13:29:00.000+08:00

Datuk Dr. Fadilah Kamsah used to say Ada orang datang ke pejabat dengan perasaan penuh gembira & ceria, ada datang dengan perasaan 'biasa' dan ada datang dengan perasaan serba tak kena '.. Ingat lah, sesiapa yang datang hanya dengan perasaan 'biasa' saja, hasilnya adalah 'biasa' saja, sesiapa yang datang dengan ceria, hasilnya akan jadi lebih daripada biasa ataupun luar biasa. Bekerja la dengan ceria agar menghasilkan produktiviti yang luar biasa yang akan menggembirakan orang di sekeliling kita. Semoga hasil itu akan mendapat keberkatan insyallah...

Jadi renungi lah :-

1. Ada antara kita datang ke pejabat hanya memenuhi tanggung jawab
'DATANG BEKERJA' tapi hampeh, hasilnya macam kita 'TAK DATANG' kerja

2. Ada kala kita rasa kita BUSY giler, rupanya kita hanya 'KELAM KABUT'.

3. Adakala kita rasa kita PERIHATIN', tapi rupanya kita BUSY BODY

4. Adakala kita rasa kita OPENMINDED and OUTSPOKEN tapi rupanya kita KURANG PENG'AJAR'AN.

5. Adakala kita rasa kita berpemikiran KRITIS rupanya kita hanya lebih kepada KRITIK yang mencipta KRISIS.

6. Adakala kita rasa kita ingin menjadi LEBIH MESRA tapi rupanya kita di lihat lebih MENGADA

7. Adakala kita suka bertanya 'KENAPA DIA NI MCM TAKDE KEJE', adalah lebih baik kita tanya 'APA LAGI KEJE YANG AKU BOLEH BUAT'

Pejam mata dan renung lah diri, kalau kita perlu melakukan ANJAKAN PARADIGMA, maka lakukanlah.. .Segera, tapi manusia tetap manusia..sukar untuk berubah kerana kita selalu beranggapan kita lebih baik...adakah dengan merasakan itu kita sememangnya terbaik?

Maka untuk itu , mari kita mula senyum, ceria, mesra sesama kita dan tingkat kerjasama dalam kerja, tak rugi kita semai rasa 'kekeluargaan' dalam tugasan..kalau kita kurang kerja, cari la kerja membantu teman-teman yang lain.

Tak dapat gaji lebih pun tak apa sebab pahala dapat..kita draw kat akhirat nanti...tapi kalau kita asyik dengki mendengki..nasib la sebab dah ditentukan jalan yang sukar itu yang kita pilih..Renungi lah, berapa orang kawan kita dan berapa orang lawan kita, nescaya itu la kayu pengukur diri yang sebaiknya...

'mengkritik tidak bererti menentang,
menyetujui tidak semestinya menyokong,
menegur tidak bermakna membenci,
dan berbeza pendapat adalah kawan berfikir yang baik'

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2008-08-06T17:10:00.000+08:00

Cinta????

adakah aku dilanda cinta? hahha...kelakarkan, orang tak pernah nak bercinta tapi ingin cuba bercinta, but yet takut untuk bercinta....

cinta yang terlalu muda untuk ku harapkan belaian dan kasih....

aku tak mungkin bercinta, dan serasanya sukar untuk bercinta

aku taknak cinta aku atas rasa nafsu yang membuak dari cinta seumpama lahar mentari....cinta kah itu? macam mana nak bercinta

adakah macam ini

"mencintaimu, seumur hidupku....

selamanya...setia menanti...

walau dihati saja, seluruh hidupku...

selamanya...kau tetap miliku...."

cintakah itu....aiyohhhh....

takpun macam nie ke....

"Betapaku cinta padamu...

katakanlah kau cinta padaku...

sematkanlah ku dihatimu...

walau dimana berada, ingatku dalam doamu..."

pening pening nak jawab nie macam mana nak bercinta....

Kalau da pening pkiaq macam mana...

so jadilah macam ni...

"oh tuhan terangkanlah hati dalam sanubariku...

agar ku tenang dengan bimbinganmu...selalu..."

Bring back some of your memories...

2008-07-31T17:19:00.000+08:00

mana nak dapat kenangan gamba nie bawah nie semua..

imbas sejarah lama...waaahhh nie semua untuk tontonan kita bersama yer......

Fw: Pretty Pencil Sketches

2008-07-25T09:07:00.001+08:00

Been busy with show n Perdana commitment so though with lyric brainstorming & writing..

vah vah vah...busy mengalah menteri...anyway i was wondering gak actually kenapa im so involved with Si Anak Seni this year...ntahlah...but i rasa seronok...seronok macam tahun 2000, sekarang da senior kan...8 tahun jangka masa yang panjang...." dan kisahku yang masih panjang, menambahkan berat yang memandang, lantas ku pendam, ku putuskan......Biarlah Rahsia" aisey...moktarsitinorariza....hahaha...

Dulu tak macam sekarang....dulu jid ada, sekarang takder, asim da sibuk dengan Uni...

me mebbe pasal members ( members sey) hahaha..kawan seangkatan yang lain, kononnya sama2 berjuang la...tapi ada susah skit nak comments kan...comment je la yer...

sukar actually nak cakap, masing masing semuanya ada tanggungjawab masing masing, ada yang bertugas, sekolah, da jadi bapa, so nie semua pastime...but ada yang tak boleh angkat ialah abg abg tak menjadi, datang dok ngacau, dok comment la konon. tapi tak pernah nak dok cermin muka hodoq beliau....macam zizie ( bukan nama sebenar ) hahaha..sapalah zizie nie yer...ntah i pun main type je...koseeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrr ahhhhh.....

apa2 pun...harapan semuanya berjalan dengan lancar...i nak buat sesuatu untuk mereka seblum i berundur.....nanti kalau da patah balek bole nyanyi lagu nie ekkk yati ( matilah yati marah aku ) ehem ehem nak adjust sore nie skit...1 2 3..." KEMBALI, HAMBA KEMBALI... kembali moktar dimedan seni, Injak moktar di kali ini, bukan nak pijak lahar mentari....hahhaha( maaf ekhhzzz muz...) hahahhaha alamak YATI da mengamok....

LARRRRRRRRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-12T11:26:00.000+08:00

Nasib oh Nasib

sebenarnya apalah nasib aku sebenarnya..

aku jangkakan dugaan yang lebih hebat lagi akan mendatang

dan keyakinan untuk meruntuhkan iman akan datang dengan bila bila masa saja

kadangkala, aku bertanya kenapa aku diuji begitu hebat sekali.

bagaimana aku hendak menginsafkan diri aku ke arah yang diredhai ALLAH.

aku tertangguh dek daya pemikiran yang aku kurang pasti apakah sebenarnya dugaan

yang aku lalui ini... hanya padamu ALLAH aku berserah dan kuatkan segala iman ku untuk ku lalui semua ini dengan penuh kesabaran dan keyakinan. Semoga aku tidak gugur dalam menjalani ujianmu yang berkemungkinan akan membawa seribu satu hikmah.

sesungguhnya aku sungguh kerdil dimata mu YA ALLAH, pohon ku ampunilah segala dosa dosa ku yang telah ku lakukan, berikan cahaya sinarmu untuk aku gapai agar aku tidak tersesat jalan. ampunilah segala dosa dosa orang sekeliling ku juga semoga mereka mendapat hidayah mu YA ALLAH.

Alfateha.....

amin..

2008-07-11T16:10:00.000+08:00

What a day

Ended my 3 days Building Construction Safety Supervisor course and took my exam. I think i can passed the exam la but dun think so i can be top of e class. End my exam at 6pm den i rushed down to Bukit Batok Fire Station for physical mobilisation reporting and check on next reservist scheduled. Next year 2nd Feb till 9th Feb ( 8 days of mind torture) arghhhh.....its gonna be hard as this will be new team mates. Im gonna miss my old platoon mates for sure, abg yan,abg yus,abg nizam and few other nice ppl like azri,bo,daus,luqman and many abg abg frenly la...too many too mentioned, why they are good, though they came from a different background but we were like band of brothers. United as One under abg yan responsibility, everyone is doing their part. arghhhh but consider lucky that atleast afahd is still wif me again!! okey enuff of the reservist thingy, on da way home, i received a SMS from Lina mentioning a complained about me during my last sat of werking. heck!!! arghh!!

i just dont really understand why this ppl are making my life horrible..aint they got anything better to do...asshole!!! and today i had a minor tiff with Julaida ( bukan nama sebenar), wah wah wah...i wouldnt want to elaborate more coz she just think she right!! wateva bitch!! move on aite, and anotha damn jerk hamidah sood ( pun bukan nama sebenar )...arghh such a pain in the arse!! this ppl are crazy over power till they become heartless...pinning ppl down - shut up!!!

I was demoralised with the whole situation, after the tool boxs meeting in the morning, krish did give me some advice and pointers regards matter. and den met Albert the Project Manager, he briefly explained what he required, but i wouldnt be a bitch at this moment and tell everything...but the day will come for sure...trust me i will send each of this morons to HELL, its me or them!!

enuff said, the more im thinking about it im goin to go mad for sure!!

awaiting for Ken and Imran to come down to resolve this issue. Stupid Office Politics...

That is so idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-01T14:53:00.001+08:00

The Jerk & The Slut

Im pissed!! damn pissed with the above mentioned title..i repeat

Garfield the Jerk & Minnie the Slut ( both name are not real to keep the identity of the Jerk n the Slut ) aerghh...wat a day!! Morning there is this idiot damn idiotic moron just wanna test my patience and now came along Garfield and Minnie ( i guess they were scandals) neva mind...i wouldnt want to worsened the situations remain low at the moment before i'll planned a new strategy!!.....

2008-06-28T07:40:00.000+08:00

Ziana Zain Bday Party Pic

She's my idol....my all time fav den next Siti Nurhaliza

Received a forwarded email by Muharam, thank u darlzz...

juz wanna share the pics wif u guyzz ( as if ada orang masuk my bloggy)

enjoy!!!

2008-06-24T19:33:00.000+08:00

Berakhirnya.........

semalam lepas keje terus meet asim, lepas dapat pujuk dia dengan beberapa msg, alhamdullilah dia nak jumpa after my werk. He fetched me at 10pm.

bukannya sengaja dengan situasi yang dapat dielakkan.

mungkin keadaan yang tidak mengizinkan bagi meluahkan apa yang terbuku but yet keadaan juga yang dapat menyatukan situasi.

walaupun agak pahit untuk telan realiti, kita harus gagah tempuhi segala dugaan.

semua berjalan dengan lancar lepas menyambut ulang tahun jid yang ke 25.

walaupun ringkas, tapi takpe nanti nak adakan suprise untuk jid sekali lagi.

Yelah sayang tau...semuanya aku sayang!! mestila sayang....

orang je tak sayang aku!! hahahha

macam lagu semalam " marah-marah sayang*

" kalau asim tak sayang, asim tak marah "

apapun kisah diatas biarlah rahsia antara kita......

Jid & Asim & Ayie

Ibarat permata yang nilainya sukar ku gambarkan.

sayang aku pada mereka berada di tahap yang paling tinggi.

Seperti ahli keluarga adik beradik...

lukamu lukaku jua, sakitmu sakitku jua, payahmu gelisah membara...

telling both of them...

sepanjang delapan tahun akrab bersama, luar dalam perangai dah aku tau.

Jid

Penyayang tapi enggan tunjukkan kasihnya

Keras hati, berjiwa mulia

Handsome memangla...suara sedap tuh asset ok..

Matang dalam pemikiran...

kadang kala garang jid mengalah abg lagaknya...

No 3 dalam "keluarga"

asim

Penyayang, lembut dan sukar diduga

Berjiwa mulia, lembut hati adakalanya keras juga

Handsome memangla....romantik tuh asset ok..

Matang, bijak, luhur segala

Seperti adik bongsu dalam "keluarga "

datang ayie kemudiannya abg kepada asim..

kami mula rapatkan eratkan dan ayie menjadi ahli keluarga

but mmg dah pun sebenarnya jadi ahli keluarga cuma kesibukan dia yang tak dapat elakkan, yelah dah jadi suami orang dan masa tuh sibuk menjadi abg abg army!! aisey

Ayie

Penyayang, lembut, berjiwa sensitif

mudah tersentuh, takla romantik sangat but romantik la gak

handsome memangla...bergaya aisey macam yusri kru...hahha

Matang, cerdik, cerdas, cergas

maklum la sergeant kan..so tegas la orangnya...

kira dekni no 2 dalam "keluarga"

dan aku yang paling TERTUA!!! ok i repeart TUA!! tapi nampak macam muda!!

i shall say it again...MUDA!!!! hahahha ( comment2 ada mengatakan umur macam 20-25) hahah ok pe!!!

Mokta

Sensitif la...Mudah memaafkan

asik kena buli ( aiseyy rabakzz )

Manja orangnya (hiks malula saya)

Berjiwa mulia, dan selalu menjadi pendengar setia

kena marah la, kena herdik la, kena apalah

mokta sabar gak, tapi kadang kadang pun bingit la

da ada perasaan mestila, tapi cool boleh senyum!!

sayang punya pasal takpe! tak kisah..

Ikhlas la dari apa saja asal semuanya bahagia, senang, suka

kadang kadang terlalu asik menjaga hati orang lain, sampai hati sendiri terluka pun x sedar...tak kisahla kan...

dan tak boleh nak sambung lagi, serasa nak nangis nie, tersentuh jiwa la...

Sayang semuanya tiada ukuran dari segi umur,wang ringgit atau apa pun

sayang semuanya adalah dari hati yang ikhlas...

dan aku masih menyayangi dan masih terus belajar memperbaiki persahabatan yang datangnya secara ikhlas dan lahir dari jiwa yang mulia...kejujuran, dan segalanya melibatkan persahabatan ini terbentuk....

untuk semua

i'll always love u all semuanya diatas termasuk Juli dan Runi

2008-06-23T10:09:00.000+08:00

Satyagraha

Suatu kemenangan yang sukar untuk diduga.

Selama 3 tahun berturut turut setiap kali bertanding, selalu pulang hampa!

dan selama 3 tahun juga jid meninggalkan Si Anak Seni, dan selama tuh la keruntuhan yang mendadak bagi A.S, kadang2 kesian, kadang2 macam they should deserve it.

masih gak terpk kenapa jid nak tglkan A.S ekh, hasutan ke? ntahlah, no comments

tak boleh nak comment apa2 sebenarnya.

Naib Johan Layar Citra mencipta suatu kemenangan yang paling manis for me personally, after 6 years tak main, dengan sorakan peminat dan sokongan padu kawan kawan semuanya berjalan dengan lancar!! hahaha...seronok sesangat sangat seronok!! huhu...im proud with the new guyz like Zul,Udin,Taufiq,Fadzlee,Safwan put lotsa effort and thanks to the lil Soffiyan,Nazri and ada lagi lupa plak namanya.

Yesterday was a bloopers for me, my ikat kepala which we ikat like bangra style terjatuh hahah...damn!! but as professional in this line ( steadyla professional konon!!!) i lepaskan aje den terjadi la macam rambut panjang dan ada ala2 tudung runi takpun seperti siti nurhaliza pakai tudung!! hahaha...

But apa pun terasa gak, coz asim takder semalam, rajuknya belum reda agaknya..

tak sama suasana tanpa dia disisi...im not too sure kenapa dia berubah seakan begitu ketara sekali...im just too worried that mungkin tak seindah dulu lagi...

by the way congrates to Runi Dearie =) for clinchin the title senikata terbaik!! steadyla!!! Double Joy!!

Ok go!!! Jumpa Lagi =)

2008-06-17T20:06:00.000+08:00

Hye this is just a test, so called a testing account just to ensure that my email works. ermm this will be email address that i can count on to.

So basically nothin much that i can do today, just that ive a patient to to be send over to West Point Hospital for a follow up cases, basically he injured his right middle finger, well dressing been done, needa follow up once again with the hospital on the 19 June 2008. Well i just cant wait to be posted on site - Universal Terminal with the next project coming up.

Sigh!! wish me luck guys....

Im loving my jobs - Safety Supervisor cum Medic, just started last Week...

Yohoooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!

FW:

2008-06-05T17:51:00.002+08:00

this email is from kak mie...today is my last with Cisco Recall...sedih yang tiada terhingga dan saya akan merindui semua disini...

From: Aman, Shariffah
Sent: Thursday, June 05, 2008 5:20 PM
To: Mohamad, Moktar
Subject:

kami amat sayu kerna tak dapat mengucapkan kata selamat tinggal dgn secara sempurna disebabkan mak uteh ada di belakang , maafkan lah segala kesalahan kak mie terhadap moe yg akan saya rindukankan dan halalkan lah makan minum saya , jika ada apa2 yg harus saya pulang kan harap diberitahu...saya akan merindui anda semoga , Moe mendapat kebahgian , kesempurnaan diri dan segala cita 2 tercapailah hendaknya..dan juga harap2 ditemukan jodoh dgn gadis yg amat istimewa dunia dan akhirat

Selamat tinggal teman sekerja ku namun you are always a brother to me.

2008-06-03T19:16:00.000+08:00

What though the radiance which was once so bright
Be now forever taken from the sight,
Though nothing can bring back the hour
Of Splendor in the grass, of glory in the flower
We will grieve not, rather find
Strength in what remains behind…..
Loving you guys forever….
I'll be missing you guyzzz always…

Love always
Mo
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2008-05-28T14:45:00.002+08:00

PISCES - The Dreamer

Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

PISCES - The Partner for Life Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always lets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.

2008-05-26T19:47:00.003+08:00

This is all the juniors - pewaris la konon...katanya...

Me and my Sec school frenz yang HATE, i repeat once again HATE DK...pergh!!! now da got hook!! ahahaha...bitch!!

Dyan, yazid n Me....

Cutting Cake Ceremony la wif few abg abg kasi ucapan rasmi...hiks

My dearie lil boi zul - da hensem da

Wif my fanclubs...

Gosh - this boi can sing tau ..sedap suara dia

well above pics was taken during anak seni 17th anniversary @ ECP, i was there kinda late due to month end preparations...

Well below is the behind scene actually during Piala Seni DK III

My fav gerls - Merak Merah in actions

My most fav dearie bro - Jijid Carlos after show

anyway thanks to him my baju was also sponsored by Jijid Carlos Couture...

The Crew did it a success

Dyan n Me in action - aikk asal jauh sangat!!!

Like this pic!!

The Diva Models - Who will be elimated next ??

2008-05-14T15:57:00.001+08:00

Setelah lama mokta tak beraksi dalam arena dikir since last perdana 2002, mokta made a comeback…kebanyakan ni semua behind scene la..cant find the rest tapi apapun setakat koleksi lepaskan rindu pada peminat yang sering inginkan kehadiran saya dalam arena ini....

FW: U're Attached!!!

2008-05-14T15:53:00.000+08:00

okey, i noe its kinda damn too late to post this pics!! haha..this pic was actually taken for my belated bday celebrated together with kak arie n kak yati...

i wanna say thank you for being a great sista in ma life...im happy coz though i takde kakak, but ada kakak2 yang sudi sayang saya!!! yeahh...

anyway i didnt wish for anything great tahun nie..i got myself a casio watch as a bday gift by colleagues...im lovin it...thank u all...

n the celebration was ok tahun ni, i didnt expect grand ke apa ke..but yet thanks to all those whom remembered my bday...thank u so much..

to my beloved jid,juli,asim,shahira,ayie and runi...love u all k...thank u for the bday suprise ...ntahlah...tak mengharapkan sesuatu yang indah, takut punah jika tak sempat diratah" mekasih..n my family...mekasih tak terhingga...( wahhh da macam grammy la plakk)....

FW: Time 2 say Ouuuuuuuuuuch.??

2008-05-14T15:46:00.000+08:00

Oouuchhh!!!!! but then kelakar gak tgk gamba2 ni...hhihihi...

enjoy!!!

Nice quotes...

2008-05-13T18:13:00.000+08:00

ermm something to share wif everyone.....

2008-05-12T17:39:00.000+08:00

I love with the quote mentioned above, kenapa dia kena act macam angel?

the sms that ive received" seriously tau that time we are really ok n tau tau nw kau da lama tak jumpa aku bukan kau tanye khabar or wat. Ni kau just meluru cakap aku bitch about u which i didnt.Itulah ape yang terjadi.aku da tua n aku tak buat kerja kerja childish yg tak berfaedah tu,kalau kau betul2 kawan aku, kau akan tau aku tak buat benda yg tak berfaedah tu.Other than that terserah cuz only ALLAH judge me"

Wow!!!! very perfect kan ayat2 dia...dia tak mengaku yang dia bitch about me!! well okey since kalau dia tak cakap....

Why with this 2nd Sms received "Kalau kau percaya wat that person is telling u, since kau cakap masakan that person is lying, then go ahead. aku tak kisah. and aku tak taupun siapa da sebut nama aku blakang aku. cuma tuhan yang akan membalasnya, sekarang aku tak kisah dgn manusia yg tak kisah akan perasaan manusia lain. Tuhan sahaja yg adil. Kalau manusia yg kau percaya tuh baik, dia tidak akan mengaibkan aku, dan kerana aku seorang muslim,aku maafkan manusia tersebut, aku ikhlas "

so thats mean kalau dia bitch dan mengaibkan aku itu menunjukkan bagaimana dengan dia ekh...ntahlah..nak cakap geram macam da tak kuasa! cuma macam kenapa dia nak buat benda ni towards me...nak cakap dia ni hebat, yesh he is, baik , yup, pemurah mmg pun dia, nak cakap tak peramah, dia ada ramai kenalan dan ramai suka berkawan ngan dia, tiada apa yang kurang regards him..but why he got to do this to me...try to destroy i ke? aiyoh...

but i love his 3rd last msg before masing masing minta maaf akan kesilapan masing masing, but then i tak rasa i da buat salah ngan dia, oklah mengalah la ok..

" aku skarang da tak kisahkan tanggapan orang asalkan hidup aku is based on aqidah and tidak mengaibkan org n menjaga kelakuan sendiri"

hahahha...macam nak ketawa pun ada...actually da ketawa..wow!! maniskan ayat ayat cinta tuh...but ya im the bad bitch!! sebabtuh orang tak suka!! damn!!!

apa2 pun aku terus berserah kerna ALLAH sahaja can jugde me ( steadyla ayat pinjam ) hahahahhahah

SHUT UP BITCH!!!!

Nice quotes...

2008-05-09T16:41:00.000+08:00

Nice Quotes

ntah ek kadang kadang terfikir akan sesuatu yang tak pasti,

how i wish i boleh bercinta...tapi nak bercinta macam mana ekh

a fren told me before out of concern ,

"its either im in love or im just covered with lust " macam mana ek??

arghhhhh....confused la!!

was thinkin of a frenz...kinda miss tat person!! but now da terlambat

siapa yang merajuk, dan siapa yang harus dipujuk?

2008-05-08T10:53:00.000+08:00

Anak Seni 17th Anniversary

Happy Bday to Anak Seni and congrates to all of u.

anyway, tak banyak gamba was taken just tat this pic of mine wif lil afiq zikri...

hahha...he called me auntie, aiyoh manja sangat...like me also very manja...

clever boy!!

been busy with month end and work loads that need to be settle...

wish me luck guys...

oh ya 2 days ago was lil bf bday - muhammad hasyim 24th bday..

we had a bday celebration at Chai Chee Restaurant...

haa indeed suprise...

oh ya asim...we always love u...and will always do..

Insyallah, nothing can break this bond that we build over the past 7 years k sayang...

dulu...kini...selamanya

Our Photo...

2008-04-30T18:07:00.000+08:00

actually Dnd just over, this month terlalu banyak dan busy sangat through out the whole month of April, But wateva it is, im feeling great, With Piala Seni Dikir 3 and my company DND.

well since ive no time to update, this pic for me reference...hiks!!

Activity Harian

2008-04-21T11:45:00.000+08:00

Actually, been quite sometimes that ive last blog, scheduled had been tight with lotsa activities goin on.
Piala Seni Dikir III baru je berlalu, dan alhamdullilah semua berjalan dengan lancar, walaupun internally ada masalah. Bukan senang nak pleased everyone dan bukan mudah untuk mengawasi setiap gerakan.alhamdulilah gerakan semuanya terkawal. Dan menjadi pengacara bersama Dyan Lestary seronok.

Im having lotsa fun …haha, untuk sekian kali tak rasa macam pressure pun, hahaha tak mengeletar, tak gamam..ahahah ada sekali sekala la gagap skit.. :P

Oklah nanti sambung semula ekhh…ada banyak nak update!!

2008-04-10T12:05:00.000+08:00

Kehilangan
Ku telah kehilangan dia, dan semalam aku kehilangan seorang atuk…
Adakah aku masih akan terus kehilangan sesorang…
Hilang…..Hi
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Allah answers

2008-04-08T14:50:00.000+08:00

Allah answers

*Tears will fall after reading this.......they will, sooner or

later!!!!!!!!!!*

A young man had been to Wednesday Night Class of Quranic Studies.

The Mualim had shared about listening to Allah and obeying Allah

through intuition.

The young man couldn't help but wonder, 'Does Allah still speak to

people through intuition?'

After Lessons, he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and

they discussed the message.

Several different ones talked about how Allah had led them in

different ways and that at the end you'll know it was Allah (SWT) Who

has directed you.

It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home.

Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, 'Allah...If you still

speak to people, speak to me. I will listen.

I will do my best to obey.'

As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest

thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk.

He shook his head and said out loud, 'Allah is that you?' He didn't

get a reply and started on toward home.

But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk came into his head.

'Okay, Allah, in case that is you, I will buy the milk.' It didn't

seem like too hard a test of obedience. He could always use the

milk. He stopped and purchased the gallon of milk and started off

toward home.

As he passed Seventh Street, he again felt the urge, 'Turn Down

that street.'

This is crazy he thought, and drove on past the intersection.

Again, he felt that he should turn down Seventh Street...

At the next intersection, he turned back and headed down Seventh.

Half jokingly, he said out loud, 'Okay, Allah, I will.'

He drove several blocks, when suddenly, he felt like he should stop.

He pulled over to the curb and looked around. He was in a

semi-commercial area of town. It wasn't the best but it wasn't the

worst of neighborhoods either. The businesses were closed and most

of the houses looked dark like the people were already in bed.

Again, he sensed something, 'Go and give the milk to the people in

the house across the street.' The young man looked at the house. It

was dark and it looked like the people were either gone or they were

already asleep. He started to open the door and then sat back in the

car seat.

'Allah, this is insane. Those people are asleep and if I wake them

up, they are going to be mad and I will look stupid.' Again, he felt

like he should go and give the milk.

Finally, he opened the door, 'Okay Allah(SWT), if this is you, I

will go to the door and I will give them the milk. If you want me to

look like a crazy person, okay. I want to be obedient. I guess that

will count for something, but if they don't answer right away, I am

out of here.'

He walked across the street and rang the bell. He could hear some

noise inside. A man's voice yelled out, 'Who is it? What do you

want?' Then the door opened before the young man could get away.

The man was standing there in his jeans and T-shirt. He looked like

he just got out of bed. He had a strange look on his face and he

didn't seem too happy to have some stranger standing on his doorstep.

'What is it?'

The young man thrust out the gallon of milk, 'Here, I brought this

to you.'

The man took the milk and rushed down a hallway.

Then from down the hall came a woman carrying the milk toward the

kitchen. The man was following her holding a baby. The baby was

crying. The man had tears streaming down his face.

The man began speaking and half crying, 'We were just praying. We

had some big bills this month and we ran out of money. We didn't

have any milk for our baby. I was just praying and asking Allah (SWT)

to show me how to get some milk.'

His wife in the kitchen yelled out, 'I ask him to send an Angel with

some.

Are you an Angel?'

The young man reached into his wallet and pulled out all the money

he had on him and put in the man's hand. He turned and walked back

toward his car and the tears were streaming down his face.

He knew that Allah (SWT) still answers prayers.

NOW HERE'S THE TEST....*

If you believe that Allah (SWT) answers prayers, send this to

everyone you care about and also the person that sent it to

you!!!!!!!!!

If you do not send nothing will happen to you, but if you send you

might just be sending someone hope and belief that Allah (SWT) hears

our prayers and give hope to those who have already lost faith

considering the situation most people.

Sometimes it's the simplest things that Allah (SWT) asks us to do,

that enable us to understand His words clearer and better than ever.

Please listen, and obey!

It will bless you and others

For You Gerlfren!

2007-12-18T16:20:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find the
person we LoVe we fail to recognize & appreciate
the people who LoVe us.
We miss out on so many beautiful things & simply
because we allow ourselves to been slaved by our
own selfish concerns.
Go for the man of deeds & not for the man of words
for you will find rewarding happiness not with the
man you LoVe but the man who LoVes you more.
The best LoVers are those who are capable of
LoVing from a distance, far enough to allow the
other person to grow, but never too far to feel the
LoVe deep within your being.
To let go of someone doesn't mean you have to
stop LoVing, it only means that you allow that
person to find his own happiness without expecting
him to come back.
Letting go is not just setting the other person free,
but it is also setting yourself free from all
bitterness, hatred, & anger that keep in your heart.
Do not let the bitterness rare away your strength &
weaken your faith & never allow pain to dishearten
you, but rather let you grow with wisdom in bearing
it.
You may found peace in just LoVing someone from
a distance not expecting anything in return.
But be careful, for this can sustain life but can
never give enough room for us to grow.
We can all survive with just beautiful memories of
the past but real peace & happiness come only
with open acceptance of what reality is today.
There comes a time in our lives when we chance
upon someone so nice & beautiful and we just find
ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that
person.
This feeling soon become a part of our everyday
lives & eventually consumes our thoughts & actions
The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that
this person feels nothing more for us than just a
friendship.
We start our desperate attempt to get noticed & be
closer but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded
& we end up being sorry for ourselves.
You don't have to forget someone you LoVe.
What you need to learn is how to accept the
verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for
yourself.
Believe me; you would be better off giving that
dedication & LoVe to someone more deserving.
Don't let your heart run your life, be sensible & let
your mind speak for itself.
Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as
well.
Always remember that if you lose someone today,
it means that someone better is coming tomorrow:
If you lose LoVe that doesn't mean that you failed
in LoVe.
Cry, if you have to, but make it sure that the tears
wash away the hurt & the bitterness that the past
has left with you.
Let go of yesterday & LoVe will find its way back to
you & when it does, pray that it may be the LoVe
that will stay & last a lifetime.
Sigh!
I am still learning...
Life is Beautiful...

Lama x Blog

2007-11-20T14:40:00.000+08:00

lama x blog...nanti i blog ek...uhuhuhuh

rindu da.....

Gila Gila

2007-09-29T17:27:00.000+08:00

My Mood

2007-09-16T14:25:00.000+08:00

Dinner by the Beach before watching - ntah citer apa ntah lupa la plakk....hikuikhukkuik

Sunset shot was taken way back in July when i was in Tioman for a minor getaway. Recharge my energy, recoup my senses back to Normal.

Ketenangan dengan udara yang nyaman, bebas dari dengki khianat manusia yang tak kehabisan atau ketandusan idea untuk menjahanamkan rakan sendiri, bak gunting dalam lipatan tidak kelihatan. sudah menjadi lumrah kan, nak kate apa lagi...harghhh puikk!!!!

Apa pun 3 hari 2 malam di Paya Beach Resort, satu kenangan yang manis for me...thanks my dearie bro, asim for making a point to accompany me for the getaway, you too need it rite... just too bad that jid tak manage nak ikut....ermm...ntahlah..

Half Side of Me

2007-09-16T07:18:00.000+08:00

sleepless night with fear and tears

uncomfortable moments

spread my wings fly up and fall

damn....

what am i thinking....

shut up u nuts!!!!!!!!!!1111

Kenangan

2007-09-15T07:06:00.000+08:00

Kenangan Terindah Suatu Ketika

Kenangan Semalam

Percayalah

2007-09-11T07:02:00.000+08:00

Percayalah.....

Kasihmu lama tersulam

diruang dipaling dalam terlalu jauh tak terselam

percayalah......

buddy

2007-09-10T14:40:00.000+08:00

A beautiful fren of mine , anotha close good gf whom i shared my ups and downs...

Presenting to you , commonwealth best kept secret - Khairany Gila Gela Diva Serantau

p/s : sek tak bibir kita....hahahhaha

2007-09-08T14:45:00.000+08:00

Purnama Mengambang cuma berteman
Bila embun pun datang bintanglah aku..
sendirian bertemankan malam sepi...
aku meminta pada yang ada
aku merindu pada yang kasih
aku merayu pada mu yang sudi
merinduku.....

kau bodoh

2007-09-07T14:55:00.000+08:00

kadang kadang terfikir juga, sampai bila nak jadi macam ni, bukan nak sangat nak jadi macam ni, da macam ni, nak jadikannya apa lagi macam mana? macam macam? macam semalam?

pening tau, aku bukan minta harap belas kasihan dan ihsan orang lain. aku dah macam ni, macam ni la, aku taknak jadi macam tuh kerna orang lain, buat apa, bukannya aku nak sangat jadi macam tuh, jadi macam ni da kira ok pe..suka tak suka ...ko punya peh pasal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ladies Nyte Out - Flirting Time

2007-09-01T15:03:00.000+08:00

The Ladies Nyte Out - Flirting Time ( Bitchy's Nyte Clan Out )

Boy & Me - Cute Kan Dia..( Kenal Hi Bye During Party , nice hunk n See ya aite - Hopefully )

Me and Kak Lyn Darling - Happy Bdae Sista ( Muaccckssss )

The Nyte Keep Rolling with TeQuila on The House -

Beauty and the Beast Ever...love u gerls...muackssss

My Live

2007-08-11T12:30:00.000+08:00

Picture to Remember

2007-08-11T12:19:00.000+08:00

Ku rawat luka yang terpendam

kesannya masih berdarah

hendak ku tangiskan tiada erti

yang telah terjadi padaku

pasrah aku terima...

hopefully, im strong to faces the world.......

Stewpid ppl

2007-05-20T02:10:00.000+08:00

rasa macam da bosan sangat2, kalau orang lain bole berbual2 kat telefon, apatah lagi aku.
Kadang kadang terasa macam siak sesangat siak kat sini. never realise their mistakes at glance.
Dun let me be a bitch here, coz i noe the worst part that happens in the office.
Trust me, you ppl wouldnt want to noe the real truth.
and dare me if you guys think im joking ard.

History - Kenangan tinggal Kenangan Je

2007-05-20T01:35:00.000+08:00

Ku mengerti perpisahan ini
Bukan kerana kau membenci
Tapi kasih yang pernah ku beri
Tiada lagi bersama…

Seringkala aku, terlihatkanmu
Impian nan indah bersulam bahagia
Ku harungi hari demi hari
Bersama wajah tak mungkin akan kembali
Tapi hati masih tak terima
Ditinggalkan sengsara

Keraguan ini Bukanlah padamu
Perasaan hati masih rindu
Kekalutan ini Hanyalah untukku
tercari cari bayanganmu
tak sanggup aku kehilangan
kehilangan.....

masih tercari cari.....
keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
masih tercari cari bayanganmu
tak sanggup aku......kehilanganmu...

setelah mendengar lagu dari anuar zain,suddenly peristiwa 10 years ago popped up just like that.
Suddenly lagu ni menjadi satu kenangan yang penuh erti.
im searchin for a concrete answer to clear my doubts dengan dia.
keep asking to myself,what wrong had i done through out those moments that we used to shared during the past 3 years.
Reality stated that he's one of the nicest person that really took care of me.not really great care but im confused actually now.
just wondered, the big capital WHY???????? Seems after his disappearance in my life. My life so called changed.

Perubahan yang sangat ketara, i began and i felt the meaning of erti kehilangan.
i lost him indirectly.
Segala - galanya berubah setelah those 3 fucking god damn year.
benar kata pepatah " terlajak perahu bisa diundur,terlajak kata binasa segalanya".
But my conscience is pretty clear that im not in the wrong.
Why would i be in the wrong sedang dia yang mulakan untuk mengelakkan diri from having any conversation with me.

I feel so damn worthless and made me the most stupidest creature on earth.
So nak jadikan cerita, got to know from sumone reliable...he wants to talk and resolved things out ntah maybe agaknya takde peluang.
CHANCE??Fake fake fake..im not angry but im sad for being kept in the dark,for being left in the lurch.

Never did i asked god to make like this.Why would i...i would like to be like other people...a normal person.
Was i given the choice or chances? but macam mana teruk i am..
redha dengan ketentuan ALLAH...hanya dia saja ada jawapan yang tersembunyi.
but in the first place, if u had already known who am i, why you still made frens with me...is it becos of that fren of mine in the class?
hahha...neva mind...semua da over...dun feel like rake up the past.it was over and everythings is history.

miss you though,and thanks for being there no doubt im always there when u need me the most.

Never that i thought i would found sumone special in my life.... jid n asim
thank god i found you..

Semoga pertalian ini tidak akan terputus...
dulu kini selamanya...

my mates

2007-05-05T03:27:00.000+08:00

my best clubbing kaki......Winn

Im Back

2007-03-07T00:18:00.000+08:00

Im Back from the Dead..its been donkey months tat ive a blog...yesza..
hope this will last la...

Will Update
till Den....

Loves
NonStop22

Back From HeLL

2007-03-05T01:11:00.000+08:00

it takes a bitch to know a bitch.
if you don't get me, then you are just too dumb, bitch.