this is the last day before we had our SNY flight to HongKong....
Fun FUN FUN...
Im gonna miss this session, missing my batch mates....
Julia,Zheeda,Sandy,Halif,Hazel,Khim,Dennis,Capt Danny,Capt Cheng Tao,Sophia,Sharon,Daphne & Yueyi...
ALL THE BEST PEEPS,
Love u ppl....
muacksss
i neva like lagu My Heart,serioulsy mmg tak suker,mungkin kerana lagu dia ada english part which i find tat macam kelakar dan nampak bodoh sangat..anyway this is my bloody opinion and u juz shut up!!...but suddenly saw this video and terkenang,...D was in the video...i could see tat dia bahagia ( matilah tak kasi tau D tuh lelaki atau perempuan ) very much happy now..left with few more days dia akan berkahwin....seolah macam baru semalam kita duduk bersama, nyanyi dan berpegang tangan bersama...but yet cinta terhalang...wasnt approved by kawan, adakah aku harus bercinta kerana kawan atau aku bercinta kerana aku sendiri...matilah akak confused!..So can i say tat was my first love..i was treated so well bertahan selama sebulan lamanya...let me count ya..ok maaf tak sampai sebulan but almost sebulan..( matilah cerita sedih dijenakakan ) dalam sesingkat usia perkenalan, dia pernah ikut aku balek kampung di Pontian, yeah we did spend great time together and it still very very fresh in ma mind masa tuh my bday and was given a bday kiss, Di Jetty kat kampung ( echa confirm tau jetty mana, ahahah) seolah menjadi saksi lambang permulaan aku untuk bercinta,tenang dan tiada rasa gundah cuma kicauan merbah, decitan cengkerik... ok cut tat part.....tak perlu tau apa kita buat...
i received the wedding invitation via post and insyallah i will attend the wedding (matilah terdengar lagu Pelamin Anganku Musnah - hahha Tragik) memandangkan tat day im not flying... But am i strong enuff tak to watch dia bersanding...
Something tat i believe no one noes a thing coz i neva ever shared this with anyone before...not even a soul... i guess im the most stupidiest fool on earth for letting D go just like tat and im the idiot whom asked for the breakup...idiot kan!! D was the most wonderful person on earth, D if u read this i juz wanna u to know tat, During our first nite out to Sentosa was the most memorable moments tat i would neva forget, u asked for my hand dan kita jalan bersama dibibir laut...kita jalan lagi di atas bridge and remember u ever me this question - " why are u still single?" remember? - hahha..took me a while untuk jawap tat soalan ( macam soalan miss world ) hahaha...but yet after 4 days our meeting, we decided to be discreetly together..but wen ppl at our behaviour,body language ada yg tot kita memain but eventually were tryin to be serious, remember tak i was so lost and was sitting alone feeling so miserable and keep asking myself why am i doing this, why with this relationship... u came and asked me if everything is ok.i taknak u risau and end up i told u everything regards the relationship..but u told me to stay strong and haf faith with the relationship..u held my hands tite and u touch my cheek and we did not kissed ( of coz la how can we kissed maa its public)..u wanna noe sumthing, if i could turn back time, im strongly believe tat im yours and u're mine...we could be happy together...Slap u hard bitch !! Wake Up!! D akan berkahwin...Dia akan berkahwin..Few times i nampak u..few times i nak tegur cuba bermesra macam dulu but i rasa tak bole..i feel really bad for hurting you...n till now im scared to fall love or to be loved though i need love...lovely kan...shut up!! Enuff Said...Something for u...
Aku Tetap Dia..
Dia yang pernah menyayangi dirimu...
Yang bodoh mecampakkan kesetiaan mu..
Yang Buta dengan ketulusan dan terima aku seadanya...
Aku yang jahil dengan Cintamu yang Bukan Cinta Biasa
Sayang...
Aku Cuba hapuskan airmata ku untuk mu...
Tiada lagi kisah antara aku dan kamu...
Terima kasih kerana menjadi teman mesra ku....
Selamat Pengantin Baru Sayang,Semoga Jodoh Kalian kekal hingga ke akhir Zaman, Dikurniakan Cahaya Mata yang Comel2 k Sayang, U both made a perfect couple, Sesungguhnya aku cuma dapat menjarakkan Cinta ini kerana aku bukan untukmu...
...tetapi aku tetap dia....
