Thursday, July 31, 2008 : Bring back some of your memories...
Nasib oh Nasib
sebenarnya apalah nasib aku sebenarnya..
aku jangkakan dugaan yang lebih hebat lagi akan mendatang
dan keyakinan untuk meruntuhkan iman akan datang dengan bila bila masa saja
kadangkala, aku bertanya kenapa aku diuji begitu hebat sekali.
bagaimana aku hendak menginsafkan diri aku ke arah yang diredhai ALLAH.
aku tertangguh dek daya pemikiran yang aku kurang pasti apakah sebenarnya dugaan
yang aku lalui ini... hanya padamu ALLAH aku berserah dan kuatkan segala iman ku untuk ku lalui semua ini dengan penuh kesabaran dan keyakinan. Semoga aku tidak gugur dalam menjalani ujianmu yang berkemungkinan akan membawa seribu satu hikmah.
sesungguhnya aku sungguh kerdil dimata mu YA ALLAH, pohon ku ampunilah segala dosa dosa ku yang telah ku lakukan, berikan cahaya sinarmu untuk aku gapai agar aku tidak tersesat jalan. ampunilah segala dosa dosa orang sekeliling ku juga semoga mereka mendapat hidayah mu YA ALLAH.
Alfateha.....
amin..
What a day
Ended my 3 days Building Construction Safety Supervisor course and took my exam. I think i can passed the exam la but dun think so i can be top of e class. End my exam at 6pm den i rushed down to Bukit Batok Fire Station for physical mobilisation reporting and check on next reservist scheduled. Next year 2nd Feb till 9th Feb ( 8 days of mind torture) arghhhh.....its gonna be hard as this will be new team mates. Im gonna miss my old platoon mates for sure, abg yan,abg yus,abg nizam and few other nice ppl like azri,bo,daus,luqman and many abg abg frenly la...too many too mentioned, why they are good, though they came from a different background but we were like band of brothers. United as One under abg yan responsibility, everyone is doing their part. arghhhh but consider lucky that atleast afahd is still wif me again!! okey enuff of the reservist thingy, on da way home, i received a SMS from Lina mentioning a complained about me during my last sat of werking. heck!!! arghh!!
i just dont really understand why this ppl are making my life horrible..aint they got anything better to do...asshole!!! and today i had a minor tiff with Julaida ( bukan nama sebenar), wah wah wah...i wouldnt want to elaborate more coz she just think she right!! wateva bitch!! move on aite, and anotha damn jerk hamidah sood ( pun bukan nama sebenar )...arghh such a pain in the arse!! this ppl are crazy over power till they become heartless...pinning ppl down - shut up!!!
I was demoralised with the whole situation, after the tool boxs meeting in the morning, krish did give me some advice and pointers regards matter. and den met Albert the Project Manager, he briefly explained what he required, but i wouldnt be a bitch at this moment and tell everything...but the day will come for sure...trust me i will send each of this morons to HELL, its me or them!!
enuff said, the more im thinking about it im goin to go mad for sure!!
awaiting for Ken and Imran to come down to resolve this issue. Stupid Office Politics...
That is so idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!!