rasa macam da bosan sangat2, kalau orang lain bole berbual2 kat telefon, apatah lagi aku.
Kadang kadang terasa macam siak sesangat siak kat sini. never realise their mistakes at glance.
Dun let me be a bitch here, coz i noe the worst part that happens in the office.
Trust me, you ppl wouldnt want to noe the real truth.
and dare me if you guys think im joking ard.
Sunday, May 20, 2007 : Stewpid ppl
: History - Kenangan tinggal Kenangan Je
Ku mengerti perpisahan ini
Bukan kerana kau membenci
Tapi kasih yang pernah ku beri
Tiada lagi bersama…
Seringkala aku, terlihatkanmu
Impian nan indah bersulam bahagia
Ku harungi hari demi hari
Bersama wajah tak mungkin akan kembali
Tapi hati masih tak terima
Ditinggalkan sengsara
Keraguan ini Bukanlah padamu
Perasaan hati masih rindu
Kekalutan ini Hanyalah untukku
tercari cari bayanganmu
tak sanggup aku kehilangan
kehilangan.....
masih tercari cari.....
keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
masih tercari cari bayanganmu
tak sanggup aku......kehilanganmu...
setelah mendengar lagu dari anuar zain,suddenly peristiwa 10 years ago popped up just like that.
Suddenly lagu ni menjadi satu kenangan yang penuh erti.
im searchin for a concrete answer to clear my doubts dengan dia.
keep asking to myself,what wrong had i done through out those moments that we used to shared during the past 3 years.
Reality stated that he's one of the nicest person that really took care of me.not really great care but im confused actually now.
just wondered, the big capital WHY???????? Seems after his disappearance in my life. My life so called changed.
Perubahan yang sangat ketara, i began and i felt the meaning of erti kehilangan.
i lost him indirectly.
Segala - galanya berubah setelah those 3 fucking god damn year.
benar kata pepatah " terlajak perahu bisa diundur,terlajak kata binasa segalanya".
But my conscience is pretty clear that im not in the wrong.
Why would i be in the wrong sedang dia yang mulakan untuk mengelakkan diri from having any conversation with me.
I feel so damn worthless and made me the most stupidest creature on earth.
So nak jadikan cerita, got to know from sumone reliable...he wants to talk and resolved things out ntah maybe agaknya takde peluang.
CHANCE??Fake fake fake..im not angry but im sad for being kept in the dark,for being left in the lurch.
Never did i asked god to make like this.Why would i...i would like to be like other people...a normal person.
Was i given the choice or chances? but macam mana teruk i am..
redha dengan ketentuan ALLAH...hanya dia saja ada jawapan yang tersembunyi.
but in the first place, if u had already known who am i, why you still made frens with me...is it becos of that fren of mine in the class?
hahha...neva mind...semua da over...dun feel like rake up the past.it was over and everythings is history.
miss you though,and thanks for being there no doubt im always there when u need me the most.
Never that i thought i would found sumone special in my life.... jid n asim
thank god i found you..
Bukan kerana kau membenci
Tapi kasih yang pernah ku beri
Tiada lagi bersama…
Seringkala aku, terlihatkanmu
Impian nan indah bersulam bahagia
Ku harungi hari demi hari
Bersama wajah tak mungkin akan kembali
Tapi hati masih tak terima
Ditinggalkan sengsara
Keraguan ini Bukanlah padamu
Perasaan hati masih rindu
Kekalutan ini Hanyalah untukku
tercari cari bayanganmu
tak sanggup aku kehilangan
kehilangan.....
masih tercari cari.....
keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
masih tercari cari bayanganmu
tak sanggup aku......kehilanganmu...
setelah mendengar lagu dari anuar zain,suddenly peristiwa 10 years ago popped up just like that.
Suddenly lagu ni menjadi satu kenangan yang penuh erti.
im searchin for a concrete answer to clear my doubts dengan dia.
keep asking to myself,what wrong had i done through out those moments that we used to shared during the past 3 years.
Reality stated that he's one of the nicest person that really took care of me.not really great care but im confused actually now.
just wondered, the big capital WHY???????? Seems after his disappearance in my life. My life so called changed.
Perubahan yang sangat ketara, i began and i felt the meaning of erti kehilangan.
i lost him indirectly.
Segala - galanya berubah setelah those 3 fucking god damn year.
benar kata pepatah " terlajak perahu bisa diundur,terlajak kata binasa segalanya".
But my conscience is pretty clear that im not in the wrong.
Why would i be in the wrong sedang dia yang mulakan untuk mengelakkan diri from having any conversation with me.
I feel so damn worthless and made me the most stupidest creature on earth.
So nak jadikan cerita, got to know from sumone reliable...he wants to talk and resolved things out ntah maybe agaknya takde peluang.
CHANCE??Fake fake fake..im not angry but im sad for being kept in the dark,for being left in the lurch.
Never did i asked god to make like this.Why would i...i would like to be like other people...a normal person.
Was i given the choice or chances? but macam mana teruk i am..
redha dengan ketentuan ALLAH...hanya dia saja ada jawapan yang tersembunyi.
but in the first place, if u had already known who am i, why you still made frens with me...is it becos of that fren of mine in the class?
hahha...neva mind...semua da over...dun feel like rake up the past.it was over and everythings is history.
miss you though,and thanks for being there no doubt im always there when u need me the most.
Never that i thought i would found sumone special in my life.... jid n asim
thank god i found you..
Semoga pertalian ini tidak akan terputus...
dulu kini selamanya...
Saturday, May 05, 2007 : my mates
my best clubbing kaki......Winn
